WHEN FIRST I MET MY LOVE!

 

I SAW A PLAITED HEAD,
WITH WHITE TEETH, WARMLY WED
TO SOFT CHEEKS CREAMED IN RED;
ON WHICH MY SOUL, I FED.

I STOUTLY STOOD MY GROUND,
AND WAVED MY WANTON WAND,
HOPING TO MAKE HER STAND,
AND SIP MY SILVER SOUND.

TWO EYES ROLLED IN ONE HEAD,
LIKE WHITE PEARLS SPREAD ON BED.
HER SMILES WEAVED SPARKLY THREAD,
ON LIPS, LIKE HONEY SPREAD.

“IS THIS MY ROSE OF HOPE
OR JUST A SUICIDE ROPE?”

AND YES, SHE SMILED AGAIN,
SENDING SPARKS THROUGH MY BRAIN,
WRAPPING ME IN MY THOUGHTS,
ROLLING ME INTO NUTS.

AND THEN SHE CHANGED HER LANE!
LEAVING ME CHAINED TO PAIN,
PLEADING OUT ALL IN VAIN,
UNDER THAT PORING RAIN!

BUT

SOME SEASONS DOWN THE LINE,
THROUGH THICK AND PRICKLY PINE,
I WATERED WELL MY VINE,
AND LEFT THE SUN TO SHINE,
TURNING MY ONE TO NINE,
MAKING HER WORLD AS MINE.

SO

LOOKING AT THIS SWEET FRAME,
WOULD YOU CHALLENGE MY CLAIM,
THAT SEEDS NURTURED IN STRAIN,
MAY SPROUT A GOLDEN GRAIN?

FEELING THE PULL OF HISTORY, as the plane takes off!

21st May, 2018

After a three weeks stay in Sierra Leone, during which time I was mostly stationed in Freetown, I boarded a turbulent-tossed Turkish airline flight heading back to London on Wednesday last week.
Normally when en-route to any place I always just want to get the flying bit quickly behind me. Not this time! For the first time in my entire flying life spanning two decades we landed in a transit point city I did not merely want to see but a city in which I so much wanted to take a walk.

Ouagadougou is one of those special places that has a Mecca-like attraction for me. Call it the pull of History!
This is a city of tremendous personal interest to me, not because it serves as a magnet for attracting fetish-seeking tolongbo-devil worshippers who troop into the city during the course of election periods but because this city houses the grave of one of the most revered sons of our entire African history. A man who remains an inspiring icon of the post-colonial struggle to emancipate our people from the punishing yokes of pulverising poverty and acrid ignorance of the self.

Somewhere on the grassy outskirts of Ouagadougou lies the mortal remains of Thomas Sankara, the man who died seeking dignity and decorum for Africans everywhere.

Burkina Faso may be anything or everything to anyone (or perhaps nothing at all to so many) but for me just one name puts that hot African desert spot on the eternal map of political emancipation and collective self-identification………………Thomas Sankara!

If you have not heard of that name or if you do not know about the political exploits of the man who carried (and still carries) that name then you may be one of the sad statistics of our African unawareness syndrome. It is a disturbing innocence fully wrapped in the ignorance of a people oblivious of their own self-worth and relevance on the earthly stage.

As I sat and starred through the windows of a Boeing 747 onto the glistering tarmac of a grass-hemmed international airstrip of this once colonised and still “enslaved” parcel of “independent” land my thoughts raced back to the suffocating smoke of a burning BOMEH dump in Eastern Freetown where truckloads of slimy garbage and huge dumper machines and Front End loaders were snaking around each other in near-crush obscene wriggles to deposit their smelly loads before crawling away for their next tote of garbage.

In that one flashing scene the unforgettable picture of an energised motley of people came rushing through the thickness of a suffocating smoke that was bellowing from the reeking dumpsite fires. The hazy throng of hardened and determined line-up of human faces began to take their definite shapes in my slowly solidifying reflection.
In the maze of patriotic men and women, one significant face stood out very boldly in the smog of it all. Clad in cloud-coloured blue jeans and a sky-light white t shirt and pouring sweat like the rest of us who were trapped in that apocalyptic-looking time and place was the First Lady of the republic of Sierra Leone, Mrs Fatima Maada Bio. And she was not just “standing” in one place. Mrs. Bio had been seen in several stressful spots that day physically shovelling the dirt that our city had been strangled with for the past 11 years.

And it was not just what Mrs. Bio was doing by way of directly inspiring the crowd that caught my ineffaceable attention but what she said later when I approached her in the company of another member of the National Cleaning Committee. Both I and Mr. Sheku Lexmond Koroma got ourselves in ardent conversation with the first Lady.

Considering the volume of dirt that was piling up on our city streets we were toying with the possibility that the “vehicular ban” may have to be stretched way beyond the initial 12:00 midday deadline. As members of the national Cleaning committee we were concerned that allowing vehicles to ply the roads before fully clearing their paths may lead to major road blockages and leave everyone frustrated . Mrs. Bio’s response to us was thoughtful and endearing. She asked us to “put yourselves (ourselves) in the shoes of all those fathers and mothers who need to go out and fend for themselves and for their children”. She then asked us to imagine how we would feel if we were then asked to stay indoors for another length of time after submissively complying with 6 hours of the same demand. When I tried to counter that sentiment with the rather pedantic view that the cleaning exercise is less than likely to finish by the scheduled time and we needed more time to clear the streets, the unbendable lady was firm and final in her response: “that is not the people’s problem. You should deal with that. The people need to go out and fend for themselves and for their children”. That was like saying, take your bureaucratic argument someplace else.

Clearly this is a lady whose sympathy is exclusively reserved for the people of the land not the arrangements that hinder the people.
Now you see why the events of that Bomeh scene, weeks after its enactment, refuse to leave my focus: what really riveted my attention there besides the significant symbolism of the dirt shovelling jape was the gist of the conversation that flowed.

In Mrs. Fatima Jabbie Bio we have a First Lady who is not always going to be trapped up in the haughty coolness of an air-conditioned office or take lazy pleasure in side-stepping the people or the issues that affect them. In her quest to please so many she is obviously going to irritate a few and attract a waft of unfair criticism to herself.
That is a price for the brave and caring!

In the circumstances of these heavy times it is certainly refreshing that our First lady is not one to quietly sit in some dark still corner and sulkingly baby-sit the sensitive emotions of the rough crop of unrepentant baddies who have always taken Sierra Leone as hostage and dished us out as “cake” for “cows”.
I personally find it quite energizing that the unyielding presence of our First lady is one hopeful sign indicating the fact that those who swallowed our country’s money will not be allowed to strut our streets and call the shots without a shout from some of our own.

Even as our plane took off from that Ouagadougou strip for the Turkish city of Istanbul one thing loomed very large in the enveloping overhead cloud: the corrosively institutionalised robbers in Sierra Leone are in for a rough ride because President Maada Wonie Bio intends to paint the horizon with an ink that is not very familiar or very comforting to the arrogant thieves.
One thick layer of that beautiful ink is laced with the name FATIMA BIO!

We will paint out that cancerous Tolongbo colour using the healing Green White and Blue!

Even as we landed in London’s Heathrow I was quietly satisfied that another plane has just taken off in Freetown and is poised to land on the highest peak of the Lion Mountain where every sparkle will be resoundingly restored without a crackle!

The sky is still blue, the earth is green and white is the colour of angels.
RIP brother Thomas Sankara, this land of the blacks and the brave still has conscientious men and women ready to stand up for and with their people, one little step at a time!

ON TERORISM.

TERORISM (05/06/2017
is the greatest scourge of our times, equal to CLIMATE CHANGE!

Make no mistake about it, these are the two most concerning challenges of our times.

No one is save from the awful threat that terrorism presents. Be you a Muslim, a Hindu, a Christian, black brown or white! Be you in Africa, America, Asia, Europe or in Australia!

ANYONE can be caught in this foulness at anytime when a lunatic or a group of losers decide to target the public (including children) at their most vulnerable.

That is why we must ALL come together to confront this raging evil, by being actively alert and constantly aware!
Don’t wait until it touches you or someone you love. We must ACT to reverse this growing menace before it consumes humanity, for it is a threat to humanity!

People must feel free to move around and go about their normal business without the hanging fear of a Damocles sword swinging over our heads at every step.

The world is difficult and full of issues projected by different groups with competing interests, true.
But the actions of these mass murderers MULTIPLY that global difficulty not subtract from it.

As a Muslim, I find it particularly distasteful that these blatant blasphemers should dare to parade themselves in the guise of our faith which emphatically advocates prayer, piety and peaceful coexistence with all humanity.

I don’t know where these lot get their “ideas” from but it certainly is not from the letter or the spirit of the ISLAM that I know.

And this is something that the entire flock of the faithful need to stand together and unequivocally pronounce!

Our world is under attack! Our faith is under attack! Our very humanity is under attack! We are all being attacked by deviant fanatics who pretend to be acting “in our name”.

We must pull together and strengthen our world, not by emphasising our many differences but by recognising our common destiny!

AN ANGEL IS GONE

ADIEU ANGELOU; THE ACTION ANGEL!

Those who pour out their inner best in order to better the rest of humanity, gracefully fade behind the beautiful curtain of their eternal works.

I am not here talking about ‘Stars’; I am talking about those who make Stars out of mortals! Men like Shakespeare and women like Maya belong to such scripted spirits! Self made souls who rose far beyond their skies.

For these iconic giants, Death can only defile their fickle frames, not dismiss their solid souls. Their forceful flame is not for fading!

So sleep on, dear Maya. You breathed your life into your timeless message; Death came too late to extinguish the essence of your fiery self!

Lost you have, Late Death, for our quick-witted and fast-handed lady hath done her best long before you could catch her with your worst! (Written 29th May 2014 at 12:15)

“TO BE OR NOT TO BE”?

“TO BE OR NOT TO BE?” THE ALIE KABBA QUESTION!

The papaya politics of our corruption-riddled country has locked so many people, so tightly, into the pessimistic brace of grinding hopelessness and gutless helplessness that it would take some serious yanking effort to pull us back unto the graceful path of self-belief and national empowerment.

Progressive development requires an uncompromising break-out from the thickening shackles of retrogressive hold-backs.A collective giant step-forward, away from our restrictively defined boundaries, is feverishly hungered for!

This hopeful hatching-effort needs a quality of leadership that is deeply inspirational and hugely transformational! A model mold-breaker!

It is abundantly clear that our usual political masqueraders can only massage the problems, not provide the mentor-ship. It is not so much a question of Skills as that of Wills to wheel the nation!

If we have to be honest with ourselves, there are few contenders currently crawling on our political canvass that could make so bold as to lay any claims to coming anywhere close to realizing our lofty ideals!

That we NEED such a bold brilliant leadership to spell the agenda and set out the tone for a return to national sanity is not in question. Never has been! Our ongoing malady adequately underlines such an undeniable necessity!

We need men with the moral mettle to do in private what they say in public; principled men with the guts and grit to pursue the goals of the people, in place of their own selfish desires!

This is the reason why I believe a name like Alie Kabba has started to ignite some serious debates in many serious circles.

But as this debates continue to rage, my questions are: is Alie even interested in getting into the fray? If so, what PARTY would he be going with? Or is he contemplating something DIFFERENT?

Obviously, only Alie Kabba can definitively answer these questions! But what is certain is that his name has started to strike a welcomed note in a very noisy choir! (27th May 2014@19:37)

FILMS AND FILM MAKING: Africa!

FILMS AND FILM MAKING: What is the way forward for Africa?

In the fermenting fields of modern public entertainment, the shiny silver screen continues to loom large and loud.
The innate human desire to be thrilled and tickled has always been a major motivating wheel in the accelerating drive through the ever growing challenges and the meteoric expansion in innovative techniques to depict situations and create circumstances that either reflect our relative realities (past and present) or stretch our imagination to a future or a dimension far beyond ourselves.

From the rudimentary stage shows of the Athenian amphitheaters where dance-dramas, oratorical renditions, and chorus choirs riotously vied for public attention, the film industry has surged far beyond the humble bare bones of these unlikely inspirational foundations to the tantalizing glitz and glamour of modern Hollywood stunt masters and their captivating stage wizards. Indeed it is interesting to speculate as to what extent the literary connoisseurs of the Victorian tragi-comedies and the pedantic critics of the serialized novels would have turned their class-conscious artistic noses had they still been around to leisurely savor the still-baking cake that the great muse of creativity has dragged from their modest Stages to the wild wider world using a raging technology that is wanton in its reach and ‘sacrilegious’ in its touch.

But in whatever speculative direction the Victorian snouts may bend, the world of cinema, as a form of entertainment, seems to have galloped on far beyond the controlling odor of the dictates of any would-be commentator or the sovereigns they serve. With our current content, “Lady Chatterley’s Lover” may now sound like a Nun’s boring bed-time story book.
The advent of the CAMERA in the 19th century, and then the motion Cinematic Image in the 20th Century brought new techniques to old styles and modes of expression that is not just entertaining, but fiercely liberating. Indeed, for this Genie, there is no holding back! Buoyed on by our natural desire to be entertained, the Film Industry has, in turn, powered our creative genius into overdrive which has also fired up our general productive output. The combined effects of these complemented factors has propelled us to the deepest and furthest of every frontier known and unknown where we continue to be dazzled and dumbfounded, tickled and troubled in varying measures.

If Tinsel Town, by a long stretch, stands out as the ultimate pinnacle in the race towards the coveted Golden Globe, for Africa, it is yet Morning on Creation Day- the crawl is only just beginning. Our aesthetics is still being forged in the fiery crucible of trials and tumbles. Hollywood, the veritable Mecca of Film formulation and glamour gloating remains, in every conceivable area of cinematography by far, the standard bearer and the screen dictator.
In Africa, our artistic mantra seems to be shrouded in numbers. The more we produce, the less quality we appear to craft. For example, Nigeria, Africa’ largest, and the World’s third largest quantitative movie producer, has never qualified for the Foreign Language Film category of the Academy Awards, the ultimate summit for ambitious film makers all over the world. South Africa, though not known for churning out thousands of films have fared far better in films such “TSOTSI” and even “District 9”, (if our definition of ‘African Films’ could be stretched thus far). For the prolific NOLLYWOOD producers, this sad story carries a familiar ring in all respected circles. None of their films has made the official selection, let alone qualify for the final competition at the prestigious Film Festival in Cannes where opportunities are readily extended to films from developing countries to showcase themselves and attract major western distributors. Indeed, this is far from lack of trying as can be argued with Chinize Ayaeni’s “IJE , the Journey” or Jeta Amata’s “Amazing Grace”. But somehow, the qualities just seem to fall flat behind the quality screen in the quantity heap.

So in spite of significant strides by people like Andrew Dosumnu,, a notable Nigerian photographer and film maker, one of the few African film makers who have directed Music videos in Hollywood, our continent keeps crawling.
From the evidence available I can state, without blinking, that Omotola and Genievive, highly regarded in Africa as two of Nollywood’s best, may struggle to pass any serious audition in Hollywood, by Hollywood standards. Little wonder that there is a new and growing trend by some ambitious film makers to use famous Hollywood crew in their films in an effort to bridge the attention gap. Such go-getting producers could easily justify their inroads by pointing to hits like “Blood Diamonds”, a film portraying the civil war in Sierra Leone, and shot mainly in South Africa, featuring Leonardo Di Caprio. But the question still remains, IS THIS THE SOLUTION TO OUR PROBLEMS?
As African film makers continue to crawl, confused and panting behind the rest of the sprinters on this state-of-the-art technological and artistic track, there are many questions we need to be actively addressing if we want to forge ahead, boldly and proudly.
Do we actually have a story to tell the world? Do we need a world audience to tell our stories? Do we have the technique and the technology to tell those stories? Is there a need for originality or is wholesale copying an accepted substitute for professionalism and innovation?

Do we try to carve out our own peculiar path in the manner of Eastern film makers whose every foot forward is very visibly laced in their traditions, yet still find ways to excite, or do we accelerate our total aping of everything thrown down at us from the long winding stairs of the blinding Hollywood bling and glitz?

In my opinion, any talk of a radical distancing ‘rethink’ outside the context and content of the existing ‘Box Office’ standards may continue to be a very long theoretical search for an alternative route. Our film makers can’t afford to bag the camera and wait for that angle to develop into some concrete bridge.

AS things stand at the moment, our dire economic straits and alarming technological disability dictates that we would be at the disadvantaged end of this SHOW for a while longer. And as a minute cog in the huge menacing global machinery, we can’t avoid being sprayed with some of the dis used oil that gets thrown in our way.

And as we move forward, it is the unenviable task of those in the forefront of African film industry to be judiciously selective in what we are encouraged to accept and in how we use it.

Technology is imperative and since we don’t have it we can’t help but borrow it. Professionalism is vital; there is no pride or progress in amateurism. That much is hard to dismiss!
However, our story is our story and we must be able to tell it our own way. At the heart of every film is a story. He who can spurn a good tale stands in a better space to unfold his vision with the quality of props and casts that could shape that vision out into a believable breathing artwork. If we don’t tell our story our way, others would tell it AFTER THEIR OWN IMAGE.

Africa may not be an up and coming but it’s definitely not down and out. Starting from the first Nigerian film, “PLAVER”, shot in Jos in 1904, the industry seems to be on the way up, even if judging only from the numbers of house videos being splashed on the market every month. Sadly, as I have already pointed out, the quantity rolled out here is in no way reflective of the quality. However these poor quality, even poor taste, mediocre duplication do not take away from the individual efforts of strident strivers like Andrew Dosumnu.

We may be far back, but we need to push on.

We need the machinery and the technology that would create the sound bites, the atmosphere and the stunts to dig us out of the hole of patchiness. On the issue of substance and style we also need to strengthen the scenes to reflect and enliven the story. The dialogue has to be pointed and inspiring. Indeed, all the elements of Drama has to be carefully harnessed and adopted to our specific needs.
To achieve all of these, we inevitably run back into the dire problem of resource availability, or the lack of it thereof. Professionals have to be up to scratch, in all areas. Talented actors have to be meritoriously scouted and well-trained and daringly adventurous. The directors, the actors, the photographers and a host of other crew have to have their roles properly defined and adequately supported. We are talking money here,if we should ever dare to sail to enchanted lands such as “AVATAR” and “Prometheus”.

We may have our own unique stories and our own very way of telling it to the world, but we still need to borrow the modern vehicles of carrying that message, in the absence of an effective home-grown one.

If we would want to make any serious impact and rise beyond the banalities of the soap operas and unto the coveted wining STAGES of canes or even the Academy Awards; if we want to be heard, our artistic voices must rise above the stereotypical wails of endless emotional sobbing outbursts which saps the energy out of any situation and drowns the collective efforts. We must find ways of breaking loose out of the existing typecast models!

In short, our film makers need to create rubrics for an African aesthetics that is not simply geared towards creating a western remake or show casing an African experience for the approval of a western audience. Enduring relevance and true acceptance cannot be achieved through wholesale mirroring but by coloring the wider table with significant dosages of our own unique taste and blend. This is a hard but an ultimately rewarding venture. It is called originality! When you build on the foundations of what you have, when your voice is deeply rooted in the revitalizing waters of your own taste then, and only then, can you proceed with the level of confidence needed to attract others. For it is always better, in my opinion, to invite others to take a tour of your own gardens rather than make headlong plunges into an unknown forest full of thorns and turns.

Nonetheless, we should never allow ourselves to get stuck in the paralysis inflicted by the fear of an unknown journey, though our steps must be guarded by our own special experiences.

The lingering disquiet for me is that the full scale ‘photocopying’ of a culture well supported by an almost limitless production capital and an out-of-this-world technological base, is bound to leave us swooning on the faded tracks of the inept. For example, any attempt by us to duplicate the dressage’s or even the themes of mega budget epics like Titanic or Avatar will, in my opinion only succeed in exposing our mediocrity.
Technology has contributed tremendously to the content and structure of American films such as Independence Day or Vertigo. The fact is that America by far leads the world in the creation, management and distribution of modern technology to an extent that it almost smacks of a colonial type domination. And Hollywood has, by extension, led world cinema in taping into this new technology and transforming it into films. In such a situation how can it be possible for us to rise to the heights of our competitors who have everything that we think we need?

Equally, if not more, concerning here is the ever present threat to our unique cultures, if that should mean anything to us. When we import to build, we are more than likely to model our structures on the sources of our importations. It must be disturbing to note that in our zest to swallow everything ‘gifted’ to us, our story-lines and their customizations have largely veered towards the glorification of certain traits that may be largely anathema if not positively devastating to our own cultures and societies. We may be imperceptibly promoting cultural colonization, if for example we have to showcase an affluent African family as a wine-drinking, spaghetti-eating-polo-playing lay backs. This might very well be acknowledging a slowly growing fact, but it does far more than that: it would be creating or intensifying aspirations towards such assumptions.

Some may argue, and perhaps rightly so, that the definition of our directions should not be dictated in such blatantly devise terms. But the first thing I would say is that, though we may not like to admit it the world is blatantly divided into “Third” and “First”, and the earlier we start to tailor our suits to suit our situations the fitter the coat would sit on us.

We must recognizes that every film ever produced has a cultural element to it, covering areas like language, gestures, food, beliefs and relationships. And every film carries with it a national character which is always visible beneath the glare of the outward show. A film can tell a story in itself, but it can also signal a bigger story OF itself! “The beliefs, attitudes and values implicit in any film tends to resonate with the beliefs attitudes and values which are dominant in the society in which the film originates” (Linton, 1979). In this regards, a cultural anthropologist or a social historian or even an economist researching on Nigeria for example, can get an awful lot of overflow of material by simply studying Nigerian productions.

In effect, too heavy a reliance on foreign film equipment, ideas and standards, as in the case of Africa, is a slow walk towards a chained cultural caving.

With respect to this central take, I have to end this piece with something worth reflecting upon by our nascent film makers. It is an unequivocal warning by an erudite African scholar, Ali Mazuri: “The technology of communication, ranging from the electronic media to publishing has become at times a declaration of war on ultimate values. Human aggression and an enjoyment of violence has been sustained and nourished by the abuse of television and film. Restraints on avarice and acquisitiveness have been undermined by the very ethos of capitalism as communicated and over-communicated through its own instruments of dissemination. The natural human weakness of lust has at times been recklessly exploited by the West’s technology of communication, with negative consequences for the sacred drive of sexuality. The West’s technology of communication has at times undermined in Africa the imperative of reciprocity among people. Western culture has eroded some of the principles of collective responsibility in village life…”
We don’t have to agree with Mazuri’s view, or indeed with any view expressed here or anywhere, but at least we must equip ourselves to know what is best for us so as to enrich the ongoing debate on where we should stand or how we should walk towards that which we want!

ON CONSTITUTIONS

CONSTITUTION? WHAT CONSTITUTION? (PART 1)
1) THE DEFINING TUNE of a dance-able drumbeat should naturally rise from the deep vibrations that re-echo between the practiced palms and the taut tiger skin- cover; not whistled out of the flapping lips of a hollow-headed ‘Head Drummer’.
2) GENUINE LEADERSHIP never cuts its measure from the mad escapades of deluded looters stuffing up our hungry plates with mammoth volumes of copious “Constitutions” badly cooked with poisonous ingredients of highly plagiarized phraseology and shamelessly spiced up with silly sentences that are as shallow as the tail of a shadow.
3)TRUE LEADERSHIP should be seen glowingly reflected in the fulfilled life of the ruled; closely mirroring the ready availability and the easy affordability of the basic essentials that make life livable; coupled with the unfettered levels of Security, Freedom, and Justice, enjoyed by all, including the most vulnerable.

Anything below that mark is rabid rash on a dashing rat! Better to lose it (Rat and Rash), than to catch it!

SOMETIMES, (in spite of our gullible selves) if only we could somehow refuse to allow our servile souls to be swallowed up in the dank dragnet of insane layers of crappy clutter forever pouring out of our highest seat of state, SOMETHINGS will then definitely begin to stand out and make some sense.
Such a marvelous mind-set would then strengthen us to salvage our sanity and perhaps even help us to steer our downhill skid unto the kinder road of political decency and all round ascendancy.

Let me flip the coin here on its flat belly: the latest daft drumbeat thundering around a “national constitutional Review” antic has no dance-able tune!
And I am coming to this not as a lame Dancer (not in the least), but as a deeply-pained observer who has failed to be amused by the specter of pathetic political pantomimes that have taken center stage on our public stage for so very long. For I simply don’t believe there is any ‘entertainment’ side to this farce-dom of political pretenders wildly waltzing away to the non-productive drums of our discordant State House Choir, and want the world to believe that there is music in the madness- and it is called “a Mozart Classic”!

The lie is so frightening, it should terrify itself!

Here we go, again: “A National Constitutional Review to revisit the constitution with the aim of amending certain pertinent provisions…” (bla bla Black sheep)
What a phrase? So silky and shiny, yet so snaky and slimy!

In fact, the sheer volume of hot air needed to purr the entire body of this jaw-smasher to life should be enough to light our capital city for a year, without any need for propaganda SOLAR gimmicks that never spark.
But that is just what this CONSTITUTIONAL TALK is- empty hot air, from a stuffed High SEAT! This big buffoon of a balloon could easily burst, if one should stare at it long enough with a sufficiently scrutinizing eye!

Putting aside the massive contradictions and complex duplication that could carve their own Volumes, the prickly fact here is, though there may be EVERYTHING wrong with our Politicians, there is hardly anything wrong with our constitution, (or what we have left of it after years of grandiose mutilations)

Count the number of Constitutional Changes that we have been pushed to endure in our relatively short existence (as a ‘dictatorial democracy’ of a democracy) and tell me, with a straight face, whether it is our Politicians or our Constitution that needs to change, in a fundamental way!

Why our constitution is deemed to be in need of yet another incisive round of brutal butchering drags my understanding to the darkest dungeons.

But that’s not even the most baffling bit in this puzzling political game. What really mystifies me is the fact that there are so many people out there who actually believe that slicing rules here and there and gluing them up in different booklets is the solution(or any part of it thereof) we need to our problems.

To me, such a position is so laughable it makes me cry genuine tears at the sheer desperation and hopelessness of our situation. Isn’t it naively daring for anyone to begin to assume that those who are pretending to be groping for answers are actually interested in solutions that go beyond the depths of their pockets and the alignment of their bank fattening accounts?

Let us face it: in spite of what it says, notwithstanding how it is marketed, our Constitution is not (hardly ever has been) this grand sacred Scroll of wise-cogs streamed together to steer and guide our ship of state through an otherwise uncharted sea. How we all wish it was just that; but we all know that such hollow lines are a burnt toast of bland baloney: a tackler’s toothless hook, fit for the junkyard!

To be fair, our Constitution is not at fault here, and nor therefore, (it must be clarified) is it under any form of trial. At least the Constitution serves us one useful purpose: to trap our emasculated minds in the drunken stupor of useless debates. How satisfying it is that we could use this ‘DEBATE’ as a Punching Bag for our frustrations at a system that breeds nothing but failure!
The downside: while we are busy punching with our jaws, or Facebook Fingers, the Rats are quietly but quickly loading up their loot, undisturbed and unnoticed!

For most of the population, “Constitutional Review” exercises and the debates that they generate are just another set of deflective mischief- making mechanism that allows us to conveniently hide away from accepting the fact that these Rotating Rules are going to be as useless in addressing our growing malaise as are our fake ‘Designers’ who tailor every phrase to suit their set sick goals.

It is perfectly right to Dream, but to sleep and refuse to wake up is playing dead with your eyes widely open. And, as a nation, we have been dreaming so much and for so long that we may have just missed the last reality train!
HOPE itself becomes a burden when it is raised and dashed, year in and year out.

THE DONKEY doesn’t always have to be just a load carrier! Sometimes it must rest and let the RIDER learn to walk on his own two legs! And that will only ever happen when the Donkey succeeds in retrieving its thinking scalp!

Our backward moving story is unending. Year in and year out, prices of basic items are inflated beyond the average reach; essentials like Petrol, disappear like a serpent’s spittle. And yet, “OUR MEN” feed us the excuses while choking “on the fat of the land”

Another Christmases has just gone by and all we saw was a well-dressed SANTA in haunting Red but no Promised Presents. How many more cheerless Christmases is the nation expected to wade through before we grow up to the fact that these HUMMER-driving MANSION-growing SANTAS have nothing in their bulging bags except loot and lies?

The closest they can produce for us is a load of vacant smiles for those of us who would bear to stand and sweat in those crowded Lines long enough to deserve as much as a sideways glance and a regal wave.
But to dare to hope for a “Constitutional Review” that would fundamentally, or even superficially, change our soiled situation is a dream bothering on sacrilegious expectations.

Indeed, men are free to dream, and they have a perfect right to go on dreaming in COLOURS and shapes couched in floating PALM TREES waving at a simmering SUN. But to sleep and refuse to wake is more disgusting than playing dead lying under the sweltering weight of a contaminated cadaver.
The basic truth is, the Constitutional Review exercise is a mere ploy. Call it Politics of Public Patronization!

Come to think of it, strictly from a governance point of view, we could adopt the humblest lessons in ruler ship from Pa Kpaka, a late chief of my village in Bombohun, where we had Limbas, Mandingoes and Temnes living side by side in perfect harmony (till our society was so dastardly destroyed by lunatics who preferred to call themselves “Freedom Fighters”)
In Bombohun, no Palmwine thief (or any thief) was ever allowed to be a Chief.

Little wonder then that our people still struggle to understand, (much less to accept), that characters who would never qualify to rule a section of their village are now being catapulted into key NATIONAL positions via some “DEMOCRATIC CONSTITUTIONAL arrangement” (Elections??)

It’s like a joke with a yoke, ready to choke; because it smells so foully!

Visit the most remote settlement in any part of the country, unburdened by the presences of our ‘modern’ complexities, and see how the people there rule themselves, seamlessly, without the need of volumes of nonsensical write-ups that few will ever read and which no one is expected to obey.

Or, if we are so desperately in need of totemic theorems to toss us out of this sad depth, we could turn to the TEN MOSAIC COMMANDMENTS and be perfectly fine as a country, if only we had a single Savior Moses as our leader prepared to enforce the simple law of “thou shall not trousers that which does not belong to thy pocket!”

But since we don’t still have anyone whose bearded brow has anything remotely resembling a wand waving Moses; we remain intricately tied up to the condemned crosses of the many flaming Judases that continue to stain the sacred stage of our State with their porous constitutional parchments that
take much wind but sails no sane ship!

And that brings us to the real seed in the nut! (See Part 2, soon!)

JUST LOOK AT THEM!

You just
LOOK AT THEM……….!
🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄

💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

They came in their dozy droves:
Driven by the whip of fear,
Riding on the wheels of greed,
To gather at the feet of “Di Pa”.

Like clueless cultist worshippers
Dressed in toad-like garb
They rushed to tight their chains
And croak out crazy chants:
“Hail the Best!
Hail the very very Best!
Hail the Pa, our Pa!”

Sold to selfishness,
Deprived of dignity,
Hammered into hollowness,
They crouch on the steps of lowliness,
And dissipate into nothingness!

Like long-condemned men
Lined up for the ghastly gallows;
Or war-wounded whores
Drained dry of any drop of worth;
Or motley medieval witches
Waiting to be wickedly wasted,
They sit with faces drawn,
Heavy with the strain of shame.

As their stuffed stomachs
Begin to rumble,
Fearful of their final tumble,
One or two may start to mumble, Unspeakably thinking
Quietly to themselves:

“How did I end up on such a
Vile KONGOSA STEP?
When did I become
The ogre which I have become?
Why am I even here at all?”

 

When “Big Men” are auditioned
To act like conditioned
“Small Boys”
On an occasion where
RESPECT and HONOUR are key
Then you know not
Whether to laugh out loud or to
Cry
At the sight of the scenic
strain
And the smell of the searing stench.

So you just
………LOOK AT THEM!
(And shake your head)
🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄

@Abdulai Braima

MY BROTHER IS GONE!

MY BROTHER IS GONE!

NEVER AGAIN TO COME!!
One of the unspoken perils of living in the diaspora is the abiding fear of an always hanging possibility of that dreaded phone call from home, announcing the sudden death of a dear one or such other personal tragedies that may loom far larger than the ‘usual’ pleas for a financial ‘bail out’.

Early this morning, just as I was preparing to step out, the house phone burst into life, wailing with that incessant unforgiving noise that is always hard to ignore. I yanked the receiver off the hook and soon felt my heart in my palms.

The news from the other end literally froze me: it was the very sad news about the death of a very dear brother of mine: Emmanuel Mohamed Kabineh Bengeh!

Emmanuel was a colleague, he was a comrade, and my confidante.And that is not saying anything!

Almost six sad hours after THAT CALL, the initial shudder of the shock-waves that would stay with me forever has still not found any definite exit to ease out of my being.

So I have decided to piece my thoughts together not only to inform friends and relatives about this sad event but also to initiate some form of healing process for myself. So I want to apologize for taking you on what may well turn out to be a rambling therapeutic journey evoked by the sheer rawness of emotions.

I met ARIO SAMBA (his favored nickname grabbed from one of our Boarding Home sneak-outs to watch SHOLAY- among many other films- at the CAPITOL CINEMA in Kenema) at the KAY SCHOOL and we bond like a bone in a body.

We went everywhere and did everything together: me and my brother! From Bombohun to Kpangbama; from The Bo School to Mount Aureol: we partied and studied; we worried and quarreled, together. Essentially, we went through our teenage years building and cementing our friendship with every trial and every triumph that life threw at us.

Now my brother, my great friend, has bowed out from this mundane stage which feels that much darker without the reassuring light of his familiar presence- a presence and a shine never diminished by distance or time!

Oh, what a terrible tease this earthly life of ours can be! It fills you up with years of beautiful memories, only to drain you out in one sad painful scoop!

Yet would I hold my tears in conscious check. Yet would I find the courage to still spark a smile through the deepest holes in my heart.

Opening the floodgates of my tears would make me feel irreverently greedy, and I would not dare to soil Emmanuel’s solid memories with the watery ingratitude of my own selfishness!

For didn’t God do his best for us by privileging us with so many blissful years to make each other laugh and cry? I hope we tried!

For together we clambered on the top of mango trees in our Kay School campus to deny the protesting bats a considerable portion of their nightly bite. How often did we not sneak out of our dorms to go ‘searching’ for girls by that then popular HRSS fence side? Were we scared in our adventures? Of course. Anyone who knew our Principal,“Gody Mitchell” would readily tell you that we were risking anything from three-monthly suspensions to outright expulsion from school. But in our youthful determination not to be ‘chained’ by rules, we had mastered certain survival techniques including memorizing the sound of the engine of “Gody’s” car, from afar! I can still fish out the hum of EK-2872 from a million cars in tow! For that is how we “played” out but still stayed in school!

Did the Bo School sixth form with its “Kaeju Belleh’s double-rattan-therapy” ‘tame’ us? Nooo, I don’t think so. How many countless times didn’t we squirrel our ways through the Bo School fence unto the sweaty dance floors of ‘UP TOWN DISCO’? Oh, how we laughed and bumped into one another, thinking that THIS SHOW, THIS LIFE, will never end!

And Yes! we often went to ‘RIO’ cinema and sat through the lengthy films, giggling with our childhood girlfriends, caring not whether the “Old Pa Kaiju” and his “Belleh” awaits us on our exit, with his little ‘Black Book’ to load up our names for an uncomfortable session with him the next morning!

And at Fourah Bay College….Oh Lord, who could put a price on the time we had there? From the side-shattering jokes in those precariously hanging BLOCK M rooms, to our Milton Margai escapades and the Njala trips. We did have a ball: our ball!

So long a story bro, yet so sweet the memory that now sustains me in our parting.

KPANGBAMA! The name keeps hitting me and clouding out the pain. Yes, Kpangbama! That beauty of a village where we used to paddle on the Kpangba River and cook the fish we caught. Sun bathing on the sandy shores, without a care in the world!

Brother, I Just recalled something somehow funny, though it was not so at the time. I am referring to the occasion when we crashed into a Minister’s Mercedes car in Conakry and (instead of being bundled off to some dark police cell, for “careless driving” or “endangering the life of a State Official”), we actually ended up securing tickets for a soccer match at the national stadium. I will refrain from going through the funny conversations that landed us our luck. But that did end up as some happy fun time; didn’t it?

Brother Emmanuel was my able ‘middle man’ for negotiations over the heart of what was to become the first girlfriend of a shy school boy. But I grew up fast- didn’t I bro! And was I not there to run with you, in step, when the irate father of one of your beautiful “Bekeh’s” chased us into the darkest pothole street I have ever sprinted in?

From daring school boys to militant students; from vocal school teachers to responsible parents, our closeness had been without a gap.

Brother Bengeh, you who made me laugh so long and loud; do you now want to make me cry today? And for every other day when I think of you? “We were not made for tears, bro!” Yes, I just stole your line to make my point! How about that, bro?

So instead of crying tears would have to thank our mighty Maker, a thousand times, for allowing me to share such great times with you! The show was intense, and the ride sometimes bumpy; but never was it dull!

Brother, I could have made you laugh louder. I could have really cracked up your ribs, but how was I to know that such a time would come when my laughter would count no more to you?

Brother, we fought together so many times on the universal platform of “fairness and Justice” for all. We may not have won half our battles (our world is still ruled by unrepentant rogues!) but at least we tried (think of the SLTU Emmanuel Fatorma and smile- for I know you can- at the swiftness and sweetness of our victory there). I promise you that the fight goes on, brother: ALUTA CONTINUA!!

You were a formidable fighter. And now, you have helped to demolish my sometimes fear of Death. For I now know that when my light shall fade away, I will proceed with an added smile, knowing that that “welcome Party” is going to be organised by YOU.

But I have to warn you here about my welcome party: “STRICTLY NO ALCOHOL IN THE HALL, PLEASE!” Not even a half-filled cane of SALINA POYO. And please don’t forget to pass that message (“instruction”) on to Denis (Swaray) ‘the intellectual’ comrade who was cut down so brutally in the rebel madness so many years before your exit from here.

RIP Od Boy!! How I wish we could have lived here forever; but at least you have achieved that “forever” in the immortality that awaits us all at our next rendezvous!!!

Till we meet again on the other side of the shore, I have to say REST IN PERFECT PEACE!! For you truly deserve it!!!!

(posted on Facebook 29/12/13)

THE SONIC BOOM!

This’s twenty first century Sierra Leone

A ravished land we’ll always call our own!

 

What a wasted bag of gifted folks

Roasting out in SUN-baked holds

What a fold of flawless flowers

Withering in the shadow of senseless powers

 

Rotten fish in shinny shoes

Dance around in smelly loops

 

The piercing cry of a lonely cow

Drown the sound of a butcher’s blow

Tearing flesh from broken bone

Spurting blood on a sterile throne

 

The land is gripped in choking holds

And all the flowers killed in folds 

 

Welcome to the rat-hole of trashed-up truths

Where Greed manufactures senseless brutes